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Friday 7 December 2012

Small Comfort....


Last weeks List Been there Done that!




*** Warning*** This is not a light happy post.


I've been away from my blog for a couple of weeks now.  Not that it impacts anyone greatly, but I have missed it.   As some might know, I started this blog as a form of self therapy, a way to get me through the long winter days when depression often creeps up on me. The past two weeks have been, in a word difficult.  This past weekend, saw my son and I in two, yes TWO, car accidents.  We are both okay, no injuries, and the accidents were not severe.  Well, my car is off to the junk yard, as it's too costly to fix and its' over 10 years old, and my husbands car has superficial body damage, but driveable.  Neither accidents were my fault, but I felt as though the universe was trying to send me a message.  I could only laugh after the second accident.  The gentleman who hit me must have thought I was Krazy.  (If only he knew!)   Still the finacial burden of having to replace a car at the holiday season is stressful.  I am very grateful to be okay, to be alive, and unscathed, so that's a small comfort.  However, if you have read my previous blog post, you are aware that my friend Ryan was murdered over a custody disagreement.  As the case goes to trial, I'm constantly thinking of Ryan, his family and what his final hours must have been like.   I've been questioning humanity, and wondering the age old question of why?  What makes a human being capable of taking the life of another human being.  What right is given to any individual to play judge, jury and executioner.  Why my friend, my funny, sweet, caring friend?  Just why?  So when  I think of this weeks list of small comforts over at Artsyville, I cannot help but think bitterly that sometimes small comforts are not enough.  It's a small comfort that Ryan was found and can now be put to rest, it's a small comfort that the police have arrested his murderers and have them in custody, it's a small comfort knowing that a trust fund is in place for his daughter, it's a small comfort that some questions will now be answered.  But at what price?  All the comfort in the world cannot bring Ryan back, cannot give a family back their son, brother, father.  Comfort will not lessen the pain of knowing that three cruel individuals lured, kidnapped and killed a man because he wanted to be a part of his daughters life.  Sometimes life just plain old sucks.  

Anyway, I didn't do a list this week, but last weeks list is above.   I hope to be back on track next week.  Until then, here is some of my most recent art and atc's.

Stay Safe, and Love Yourself,
 


Tim Burton ATC's for swap

Cast drawing for drawing club assignment.


6 comments:

  1. So sorry for your accidents, loss & pain. I hope that creating art gives you some comfort and peace.

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  2. You have really had a time of it lately & I'm sorry to hear it. Thanks for jumping in with your list from last week -- I love the chalkboard look!

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    1. Thanks for stopping by Aimee, sorry to be such a debbie downer!

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  3. Car accidents happen more this time of year because people are stressed and distracted. It will get better from here for you.

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  4. I'm so sorry to hear all of this. Anytime you want to chat-have a coffee, do some sketching-let me know.

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